thebackpackdiaries

unfortunately life’s so sucked up by this time. I don’t know why I’ve said that, though I feel that it is. I am in the middle of catching up Grey’s Anatomy then suddenly I have the urge of writing down what I am feeling right now. It was all strewn up,planning to not renew my contract in my work and then suddenly an opportunity knocks! Oh well! I don’t know if this is what you call “opportunity” because the thing is that it’s a same workload,same environment but different company,different co-worker and different people.I’ve thought that once I worked in a nursing home I will levelled up myself into another field of work but unfortunately the workload was so damn stressful that nearly took me to cry so hard and shout at the top of my lungs “What I am doing in this damn place!”. But I’ve realized that maybe there’s a reason why God put me here to test me when and what are my strengths and weaknesses in order to prepare myself for more heavy and action packed work and also to prepare myself to encounter different people and different stories.

so now,I’ve just came back from Singapore but my heart is still longing to stay there.actually I don’t know why maybe because I left a few but too good to be friends there and at the same time missing things I get used to for 2 years.But I’ve decided to move on and wake up that God maybe wants the best for me and He didn’t give any sign to still continue my work there at Singapore. Now I just want to thank God that despite of coming back to Philippines my past work here still accepted me to work with me. Though again, you need to get along with to the new staffs whom become pioneer after your 2 years leave,so hard to do but I know I will still survive despite of it.Just hoping that there will come a time God would Just give me the right work to enhance my skills and extend my help to the people who are in need.